say it all

I always say it all as it comes/happens depending on the magnitude!

Thursday 8 November 2012

ICYS WALK 2012

   

wacha kuanze kunyeshaa!




the lazy waliamua kutumia gari! Sratch card wewe!!!!!!!!

hapo sasa! formar now a tent to shed from the rain.
 


taken fro flyover. bado kutammbea tu.


some crazy st paulians with crazy pauses before the walk starts.

pole boss. ni blessings kutoka kwa Mungu. seems Mungu aliamua to rebaptize you!!

rain coat ddnt help anything!!!!!!!!!
pausing with KWETU HOME OF PEACE children, Makadara.


collo hakubambika!!!!


aliamua kukunja trouser! twende kazi.

mass ni lazima!!!


Monday 15 October 2012

St. Paul's Free Medcamp! A volunteer's story.

Sharing love, Healing by Faith.
The theme was well chosen to suit the day.
Participants driven by love,
And attendants healed by Faith.

No parting with a single cent!
Just make yourself present
And enjoy the moment
Because it is free treatment.

Both the young and the old,
Healthy and sick
Underweight, overweight,
Long, short and normal sighted,
All the way to St. Pauls,
For the free medcamp.

I find health check up expensive,
But love made it cheap for me
Nothing I can offer as a being,
May the good Lord reward you abundantly.

Assuming the busy schedule,
All were eady to perform the role.
In a place far a awy from home,
Which is not a crime.

Doctors! Present.
Nurses! Present.
Paeditricians! Young at heart.
Dentists! Smiling all through.
Oncologist! Already at work.
Volu teers! At you service.
Security! Afande!

Underweight, overweight or obese?
Get the BMI test.
Take a pause, relax
And have your blood pressure measured.
What is the result?

The diabetes test kits scared me!
Those pricks reminded of the painful injections.
I could see it on peoples' faces.

My blood sugar level is too high?
No! it is just that you have taken lunch.
Therefore the levels tend to get higher.
Thank Gpd.

What? The dentistry department did it!
Almost all my friends
Got their spoilt teeth into the bin.
One of them rushed to kitchen to confirm his fears.
Was  I going be the next one?
I passed their in the rush hour.

The lion and the eagle,
Ilove these wild animals!
very sharp and accurate in eye sight.
the lions club and eagles eye opticians
were never in sabotage,
X, E, D_ _ _my eyes were okay!

Senior and junior doctors
Carefully analysed patient complaints
In those long queues!
All had to be attended to.
Even if it meant foregoing some meals
No time wastage at all!
_ _ _ next patient please.

The red team upstairs
Busy all through.
Cervical, ovarian, prostrate_ _ _ cancer.
Cines were too loong too.
'You are too young for prostrate cancer!'
Iwas told.


Some questions were difficult to answer.
Where is the nutritionist?
ENT specialist?
Orthopaedic surgeaon?
Gastroenterologist?
Points of order for next time.

Volunteers! At you service.
Caterers gave out every slice,
Ushers maintained the pace,
Media kept the race,
MCs/DJs/PA left everyone informed and enterteind.
Registry ensured every record entry,
Cleaners revived the Wangari memory,
Infrastructure assumed any mockery
Cooperation was appeasing.


DEDICATIONS:
1). Medcamp volunterrs,
2). All health practioners present,
3). Medcamp organizers and
4).All the attendants.
















Saturday 22 September 2012

The best gift i can ever give to mum during ma birthday today.

No Losing The Battle.: BIRTHDAY GIFT TO MUM.: By ABEDNEGO OSINDI Mamma, I can't ask you where and how I was born. The most important thing is that I came into this world alive....

BIRTHDAY GIFT TO MUM.


By ABEDNEGO OSINDI

Mamma, I can't ask you where and how I was born. The most important thing is that I came into this world alive. I know my first cry set you into tears of joy after enduring those trying periods. I endangered your life. You always felt sick, tired and perhaps confused because of the creature that was in your womb. All those cravings difficult to access because you were a mere peasant. The nine months were not an easy undertaking. I guess the only thing you could afford was that clay on the wall of your old rugged hut or soil from the walking paths for your calcium supplements. You would not afford the commercial ones.

I must count myself lucky No matter how difficult the moments were- chilly vomiting mornings, uncomfortable hot afternoons, sleepless nights because of my punching disturbances, never did it cross your mind to get rid of me. Other inconsiderate ones could look for ruthless and crooked means to get the 'thing' out. But for you, a real mum, had a big heart that things will be better tomorrow. Thank you mum for giving me the opportunity to live and explore the world.

Born weak, blind, naked and helpless. The great mum embraced me tight in her arms and dressed me up. I grew strong because of the nourishing liquid I suckled from you. Timely suckling even at your menial work places full of exhaustion. This you did to make sure the family food basket is full. Just like s fisherman knows the pain of an empty net, so did you on seeing the food basket empty. I know I wouldn’t have cried if you put me on the sack and go on with your work. No! You didn’t allow that. You were my natural vehicle that had no bumps, no exhausts, no dust, no noise. It felt like a first class aircraft seat with the khanga around me serving the best safety belt ever.

Any single cry from me could drive you mad. A sign of ill health. Maybe measles, whooping cough, polio, malaria. Up and down races through the rugged scenery to have money to see me to the clinic. Mostly 'chama' loans helped if my dad happened to be in a fix. Regardless of your little knowledge in nursing, you never gave your son an overdose neither did you forget the right time to administer the syrup. I grew, grew...I am still growing!

Good morals are a virtue. You must admit that you have a virtue mum. No denial. I can remember respect and discipline were your pillars: greetings, ask before you take, fetch water, collect fire wood, no fights, come home early. A stroke of that networked cane could transport me to the right place of natural calls- latrines were misplaced those days. The same stroke could remind me where I had left the porridge cup, the hand woven socks and that stripped jacket. The banging shout made the naked boy dress up.

A prayerful family always stays together. The evening prayers were just awesome. Reading the bible, the 'tumshangilie' songs still fresh in my mind. I have never missed to say a sign of the cross before I sleep. Something we always did. You introduced me to the catechism classes. I can remember us singing the prayers instead of reciting. The Apostles Creed, Our Father, Glory...Amen. I miss the locally celebrated masses.

Nursery school. Mum, why did you distant yourself from me? For the first time you left me in the hands of foreigners. I saw you disappear past the school gate. That day seemed too long for me. Outside the brick constructed classroom I stood leaning against the wall. I was i a uniform for the first time: green shirt, khaki short red socks colour clashing with the brand new black plastic shoes- 'sandak'. The hand woven bag with one book and a white pencil inside hang on my neck down the tummy. I was carrying my red porridge container on the right hand waiting for the teacher to open the class. Thank God the day was over, weeks, months and years gone by now.

You remember that day you beat me up when I was in class two? I claimed to have experienced an 'headache' for three consecutive days- Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. The panadols never worked. I was lying. I had no interest for school anymore and I did not have a reason at all. I could sneak from bed for the three days for personal explorations. You realized this and your cane just did just it because after the beating I experienced the genuine headache. In case I didn't tell you then, the fourth lot of panadols on Thursday did me good. Since then a big concrete boundary built between my academics and the big fool. I later came to learn that you wanted your son to know what is life, to explore the world and get you out of the pool of poverty.

I promise you mum, I will try my best to fulfill your dreams. I will get the tatters off you, clean the sweat on your forehead, wipe the tears on your eyes, transfer you from that rugged old hurt. I will make you happy. My siblings will get through school and dad will be proud of his son.

Mamma, no word can replace the word MUM for you. I can walk the whole world or through space but I will never find anyone like you. You are my life, my inspiration, my everything. Believe me when I say I LOVE YOU!

DEDICATIONS: My mum, all those who forget parents when they stabilize in life and anybody who feels moved with this piece.

All rights reserved! @Aosindi 2012.

Wednesday 5 September 2012

No Losing The Battle.: I DON'T WANT TO BE FAMOUS!

No Losing The Battle.: I DON'T WANT TO BE FAMOUS!: I don't want to be famous because am LEARNED; I want to be famous because I can TRANSFORM the knowledge into something useful. I don't ...

I DON'T WANT TO BE FAMOUS!

I don't want to be famous because am LEARNED;

I want to be famous because I can TRANSFORM the knowledge into something useful.

I don't want to be famous because am RICH;
I want to famous because I use my wealth to INVEST in people!

I don't want to be famous because am ABROAD;
I want to be famous because I REMEMBER my family and my country!

I don't want to be famous because am a STRONG:
I want to be famous because I can use my energy CONSTRUCTIVELY!

I don't want to be famous because am a PREACHER;
I want to be famous because my ministry ACCOMMODATES all sorts of people!

I don't to be famous because am SAVED;
I want to be famous because people can see a SECOND CHRIST in me!

I don't want to be famous because am a LEADER;
I want to be famous because am able to BRING UP another leader!

I don't want to be famous because am an ORATOR;
I want to be famous because my speeches are VIABLE!

I don't want to be famous because am a CRITIQUE;
I want to be famous because I NEVER CEASE to criticize!

I don't want to be famous because am INFLUENTIAL;
I want to be famous because I have POSITIVE influences!

I don't to be famous because I have a TALENT;
I want to be famous because I can use my talent to IDENTIFY talents in other people.

I don't want to be famous because am FAMOUS;
I want to be famous because I know the MEANING of being famous!

All rights reserved! @Aosindi 2012.

Friday 24 August 2012

THE SON OF THE SOIL


I used to see him
Off to school every morning.
Bare foot,
Emaciated body
In patched uniforms.
Trying moments
All the way to achievement.
The son of the soil.

I have this big issue.
The humble respectful boy I knew
Is no more.
What is a miss? I am to learn.

Friendly hands stretching at every person,
Tilling the shamba,
Washing dishes,
Feeding goats
Now a whip.
He slapped me yesterday instead of a greeting!

Talented legs
In running, football
Walking all the way to grandmothers'
Across the hill and back
Now a dangerous weapon.
The mother is crying.
He kicked her yesterday!

Great words from his mouth long gone history.
Public abuse system a better replacement.
Hate speeches encouraging ethnicity
A constant in his gattherings.

No more wisdom in the head.
Former intellect
Now a fool.
Comparison to an industrial atomic bomb.
Destroying anything, anybody, anytime it is disturbed!

Looming estates
Neighboring our old rugged hurts
A product of embezzlements from
Development funds,
Land grabs,
Donation kitties
And grants.

 His former school almost going down.
Same structures
Since his study period.
Can't forget to direct one lorry of cement
Or two of sand
Of the ten that serve his projects!
Perhaps classrooms will get repaired.

Living on borrowed time every minute.
No spending with impoverished villagers.
Better a broad for
Esteemed,
Deserved,
Classy
Holidays.
That is
The son of the soil!


THE REAL MISSION AT NORTH HORR.



PART ONE: THE JOURNEY.
Dere simamisha hapo kwa kichaka” (driver stop next to the bush). I think I heard this phrase for several times before Marsabit. I found it normal because nature always calls at any time. I must confess that this was the longest journey I have ever travelled and maybe the last in my lifetime. You can’t imagine that we saw the sun rise and set twice before we reached our destination. More than 36 hours of nonstop travel. It was by the grace of the almighty. Praise to you Lord Jesus Christ!
Those stopovers were so nice! That shopping at the first stop over, my goodness! ‘Kwani ananunulia gari mzima? ” (Isn’t that shopping too much). This question crossed my mind but I immediately withdrew it when I realized I was carrying twice the shopping. In fact the journey was so long for the food to see you through even a quarter of it. My consolation was to pretend a sleep just to lie to my mind. You know at this state BMR * can suffice.
“Why is there much movement in the vehicle? Is it another kichaka? “Maybe I was dreaming! Oh no. we were at Nanyuki for our first meal. Some went for rice and sijui what whereas most of us settled for ugali beef. Wait! What about the nyam chom? Imagine it had numbers! I heard no. 10 was the best. “Hii no. 10 bwana! Sikutupa pesa zangu” (I didn’t waste my money on this no. 10), said Adommy seconded by mwalimu. Now that made sense for the stomach. Off we go!
Isiolo. We were almost covering a quarter of the journey. The seat belt had to be tightened further. Waambieni wenye moyo safi jipeni moyo (the strong in spirit should never give up). I cannot forget those ‘hustling’ mothers at   ­____________hawking the famous toothbrush roots. ”Mswagi ni shillingi kumi” (toothbrush at ten shillings). That was at night! They left me tempted to do a remix of Awillo Mike’s song-Riziki.
That puncture really messed us! I was really annoyed. I think whoever woke me up should have gone back to sleep and complete my dream. Maybe he would have eaten the nyam chom if at all it was there.  No. 10 was almost ready when the chicky guy interrupted my dream. I have never done choir practice in such early a morning. It was so chilly. Thank God we managed to sing with the trembling mouths blending well with the song rhythms. The Catholic Church across the road allowed for a sign of the cross to be made. Interaction with those Rendile ladies was great! I wonder why they ran away when Dommy approached them.
There we were at Marsabit for the real journey. I think some of us ate ourselves sick at this second meal site. A shower was highly prohibited because where we were headed could not spare a smart or grubby person. There was no compromise for the dust ahead. Though it took us long at this town, I must admit that all the travelers had a great urge of cooperation. For that reason, I salute you all!
North Horr! Here we come! The journey inside made everybody filled with ecstasy however rough the road was. By the way a musician could have composed a thousand tunes from the snoring sounds produced in the vehicle due to the ruggedness. I think the close-to-the-window guys enjoyed best the picturesque scenery. A real ASAL * panorama. Vast land extending for kilometers with scanty vegetation and stones piled all over to create hilly sceneries. The famous ‘kichaka’ phrase had to be amended because there no more bushes.
A very small stone made us stay in the foreign and unknown land for hours. It caused a burst of the big tire. This confirmed to me that David really killed Goliath. The few hours of stay at this place was a quick reminder of the Israelites’ journey to the promised land. We were in the middle of nowhere just like the Israelites. Thanks to our Moseses’ who assured us that everything was in control. We were headed to Canaan to spread the good news and the very Lord who saw the Israelites through would not have let us down. Somebody say amen!  Alleluia!
 I bet it was the first time creatures around that place heard of a generator sound. How could we be idle for that long? We heard to have fun as the puncture was being worked on. We danced ourselves mad praising the Lord who had already seen us that far and still prayed for His favor in the journey ahead. Some had an opportunity to explore the ASAL biodiversity and strengthen their bond too. The only difference between us and the Israelites was that we never dared to deviate from the norms neither did we worship any idol though manna did not fall. I guess the next stop will be North Horr or at least kilometers away. Well, accompany me as I give every bit of the story.
The few minutes at Maikona were great. Delicious mandazis accompanied with well-prepared tea calmed the hunger. I think next time we will pass by to say bye, we will demand for the same but in a magnified manner. May Dr. Goddana’s soul rest in peace.
Finally! Officially! At last! There we were. Please close your eyes for a moment to thank the almighty for that far had taken us_ _ _  I cannot tell you that we got lost in Chalbi desert neither can I say that we had to reverse for route relocation. That was very normal in such a long, engaging, tiring, sleeping, stopping, standing _ _ _ journey.
Thanks and ululations that filled the atmosphere. We had to hurriedly take food, have a shower and a few minutes of sleep. Some said that the first lot of food tasted great but I bet they were wrong. I can  confirm to you that one of the attractions that can take me back North Horr, the only thing I can die for to have on my dinner table, was that dry fried meat! That meat was just wao! I enjoyed the eating all of my stay there.  After 48 hours of missing a mattress, we had a chance to rest for 2.5 hours because the day ahead was fully scheduled. In the name of the father, ­­_ _ _ amen. Nice sleep!




PART TWO: THE MISSION.
The 5-day stays at North Horr seemed like one or at most two days to me. It felt nice being around there. From the first ululations immediately we arrived, no word could describe how I felt in my heart. It was just a humbling experience.
We celebrated a mass full of record breakings. First, choir sang so well without a keyboard accompaniment. The liturgical dancers did what they know best. I also danced. The Ulfinni guddaani (Kyrie) song was an outstanding one. I would have given a link to its audio to confirm this but it is not available for now. His eminence, bishop Kihara of Marsabit diocese, led the confirmations. Thanksgiving song moves from the kids were awesome. Nobody felt a single doze off during the whole mass though we had slept for very few hours. Record broken!
It was a total contrast of what most of us thought! They proved us wrong. Welcoming nature, friendly, cooperative ­­_ _ _ any word that refers to a good person: “I can compare your kindness to that of the Tanzanians”, if my memory serves me right, then it is mwalimu who said these words during an evening gathering with the locals. It was so amazing that the 15% Christians, 15 % Muslims and the rest % of pagans peacefully coexisted. Whereas most parts of the world including Africa are highly affected by terrorist attacks between rival religions, the North Horr people know the meaning of appreciating religious diversity. After all we worship one God!
Some of us were humbled to the extent of acquiring new names. For instance I was and I am still the self-proclaimed Galgallo (born in the evening). According to the Gabra culture and tradition, a child is named after the day, time of the day or the season s/he is born. Nicknames didn’t miss too. I remember a certain choir lady was called sororo (means brown in Gabra language).
 The following are some of the events and experiences that may find me in Allangas back to North Horr once again just to admire and re-experience them:
KUNDIANDARA  NIGHTS:
Leo ni kundiandara” (tonight will be a hot seat), Fr. Anthony spoke these words in his pure Italian accent and they sounded beautiful. Emcee Adommy kept the crowd entertained and contained. Young man you have a talent. Thumbs up! The Gabra warrior song scared me to the core. All the performances kept the attendees on their feet to the last minute. Liturgical dancers and the live choir songs said it all. There is this thing that kept some of the children if not all smiling back to their homes. It was not the sweets. I mean those greetings created a totally different environment to them.
All the nights were specially organized to fulfill a particular purpose. Cultural and traditional shows, talent displays among others. The grand dinner crowned all the nights in a very colorful ceremony full of memories. The three goats we were given which are already a history and the nice pictures during gift presentations for the website display. I liked it.


CRUSADES:
I learnt that you will never know somebody’s potential unless you put them into the ultimate taste. We were accompanied by very great preachers. I think these guys are in the wrong place performing the right career while ignoring a call. Pastor Munywoki, pastor Masha and praise and the worship team did what they know best. People really turned up- over 2,000! That was mission beyond mission. Everybody was so impressed. The songs, dances and skits left the congregations with a very strong message - the Lord never neglects His people. Our friends, parents, guardians or the Government may do that but not the Lord! I was not impressed when I heard most of people send greetings to Kenya as if they were not part of it. It is a very big challenge to the responsible authorities.
SCHOOL VISITATIONS:
We had to traverse through all the centers of excellence in this locality. What a great privilege for the students to interact with University guys.  The few minutes of mentorship were very helpful to them I guess. I liked the entertainments from the North Horr boys and girls, Malabot, Dr Goddana Memorial, Nomadic Girls Boarding and of course Elgade.
FUN DAYS:
Every minute of the stay at North Horr just seemed to be accompanied with fun. The clothes wre drying within minutes, jokes during supper, walks and bed time. The long ride on the long lorry used to be a peak.  Who were the first guys to reach the Dandable hill top? I think they are the ones who disturbed that hyena.  I saw it. This time not in a documentary but live. The presence of stone-constructed cross declared the hill top sacred. I bet those picture are just among the paparazi’s selection. I remember some guys flexing muscles by throwing stones down the valley. Who threw the furthest? I need to propose him/her to more training in hunting down enemies using stones.
What about the nomadic (migrating) sand dunes? How do they manage to move yet they are not living things? Nature knows best. Those races across the place burnt some calories of the goat meat we were consuming in large quantities. Bare feet felt uncomfortable in the hot sand. It was a day well spent.
The oasis fun moment still linger in my mind. Walking in water in the desert! It immediately reminded me of the swimming streams at home. Clean clear desert water. Wash your feet, face, take a bath or carry some home for domestic uses including drinking. The date palms along the oasis produce very tasty coconuts! I fought over one as we were living the place. Its shinny appearance attracts a craving for one.



FOOD:
For lack of a better word, I can say that those people can cook. Please don’t misunderstand me. The kitchen mums always did it! Delicious mandazis complemented with high quality tea, githeri   _ _ _Imagine just relaxing waiting for self-delivery of food. No movement! No visitor was allowed to wash any utensil or even show up at the kitchen. For them once visitor always a visitor. I wonder how many can do that.
Who can ever forget the mengich?  That special skin you are worn on the hand to indicate a warm welcome? It could be from either ngamia (camel) or goat depending on whose meat you ate. I still have two of them. The more the mengich, the higher the number of goats/ngamia consumed. 

REUNIONS:
Some of us were happy to find people we could identify with. At North Horrr and Elgade. They were long lost guys from our localities. I think I need a copy of that photo.
Now that was more than an experience. It was a very short time but I learnt so much. Culture and traditions well blended with the spiritual world. For instance, the traditional wedding parties then later wed at church. People of North Horr, it was nice sharing with you. God bless you.

I MISS NORTH HORR.


Who will take me back to North Horr,
Where nothing seemed to go on err.
I need to wear more mengich,
And bring some back for each.

I want to listen to the warrior song.
That wedding ceremony dancing.
Perhaps I will get the Ulfinni Guddaani  lyrics,
And attend classes for the clapping tactics.

The foodicious moments.
Delicious mandazis,
All sorts of teas,
Tasty githeri in mixture with kales.
You were always allowed to go for more.

Mentoring at excellence centres.
Humble Wambo and Kemboi at their best.
Sharing out their conquest.
The two brains theory from Felix.
It left us in a fix.

Kubambika at kundiandara nights.
Hilarious facilitator Adommy
In the hot seat with father Anthony.

 At the Oasis.
A walk in the clean clear desert water,
Consolation to me a swimmer.
Surrounding green panorama,
Happiness to accompanying Wangaris.
Coconut from the oasis date palms,
I held it on my palms.
Back to the bus singing psalms.

Lorry ride to the sand dunes.
All in large shades to protect the coneas.
Ladies and dudes alike,
Longing for Dandable hills hike.
Who saw the hyena?
I guess it was Makena.

Across the Chalbi desert,
All the way to Malabot.
If it were a river, we could have used a boat.
Galgallo’s long lorry rode us through.

The colorful annual dinner ceremony.
Reminder of the Coast moments.
When we visited the monuments,
Swam in the Indian Ocean,
And walked across the beaches.

It is taking long to reach Kalacha,
Complains Shomally the teacher.
Seconded by Munywoki the preacher.

There we arrive tired,
But the nutritious food gets us fired.
We parade for the crusade.
Shouting like  a grenade,
That attracts the crowd.

If you go to Maikona,
Tell them we were not cornered.
Roba send greetings to Robe.
Say this to Mamo,
Next time we also need a mammal.

You people are gracious.
It was precious.
God bless you.